In pain, yet so inloved
One night I felt the darkness embracing me
holding me tightly, crushing my body to death
feels like my soul slowly slipping away
catching for air to live
I can’t breath, I can’t breath.
I feel the pain rushing through my veins
Like a spear draining every ounce of blood I left
Like a knife cutting my heart into pieces
seems like the world had stopped
& tomorrow will never come again…
What a dreadful feeling, it hurts as hell.
Tears continuously flowing, what have I done?
Why do I need to suffer like this and bear all the sorrows?
At that moment of anguish, I felt how it was to be inloved, so much inloved.
Sacrifice your own life for the one you loved.
Fight for it ’till ur last breath
Trade your happiness, carry all the burdens upon your shoulder
even it will take forever.
I’m in pain, I’m in so much pain
and yet I’m so inloved.
It’s really hard dealing with it at the same time.
It’s making me so insane.
It’s the only thing I got inside my head, inside my heart.
Every time I close my eyes that’s the only one I could think of.
I cried God… for help!
I cannot take it anymore, I’m dying right there and then
I wanted to quit, I wanted to give up.
I wanted to close my eyes for the last time I have
I know God will always be there…
~denigmaz~
