…at this point of my life…
At this point of life where I am in
I don’t know if I will move forward or just stop on living. It may not be hard simply looking at it but being in it is as hard as you can’t breathe and just wish you did your best.
You try to weigh things. You try to think which one is a better way of doing it. Yes! We always have choices in doing our decisions. But we wanted to make sure that doing it will not make things worst but will straighten up everything. We always have presumptions. What ifs…. Are always there. What if I do this? What would be the outcome. What could possibly happen? But we don’t know. We really don’t know what could happen ahead of us. We could only make the best and hope for the best.
We sometimes asked, why it turned out this way? You know you’ve done your part and the very best you can but still things went astray. It’s harder when you don’t know the answer even how hard you beg for it. You started to question yourself…”What have you done?”. Confused, puzzled and lost.
Pain is all you feel. Your heart is bleeding bitterly. Blood continuously flowing. Tears endlessly dropping. Seems like death is all over you and there will be no tomorrows. You started to reminisce the good memories that had happened. The laughs, the smiles and happy faces you used to wear. When will this sorrow end? Will there be a happy ending? Is all you can asked.
At this point of life where I am in, I don’t know the next step to make…
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