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it’s hard

it’s hard

It’s hard to be sad when you can’t afford to be one
It’s hard to cry out all the burdens when you don’t have time for it
It’s hard to feel the pain when there’s no more space left
It’s hard not to think of you when you’re the only one in my mind

It’s hard pretending that everythings ok
It’s hard being happy when you’re so lonely inside
It’s hard to put on the smile when you’re heart is breaking
It’s hard to stop breathing when you need to keep on living

~denigmaz~

Tags: burdens, it's hard, love, pain, sorrow

In pain, yet so inloved

One night I felt the darkness embracing me
holding me tightly, crushing my body to death
feels like my soul slowly slipping away
catching for air to live
I can’t breath, I can’t breath.

I feel the pain rushing through my veins
Like a spear draining every ounce of blood I left
Like a knife cutting my heart into pieces
seems like the world had stopped
& tomorrow will never come again…

What a dreadful feeling, it hurts as hell.
Tears continuously flowing, what have I done?
Why do I need to suffer like this and bear all the sorrows?
At that moment of anguish, I felt how it was to be inloved, so much inloved.
Sacrifice your own life for the one you loved.
Fight for it ’till ur last breath
Trade your happiness, carry all the burdens upon your shoulder
even it will take forever.

I’m in pain, I’m in so much pain
and yet I’m so inloved.
It’s really hard dealing with it at the same time.
It’s making me so insane.
It’s the only thing I got inside my head, inside my heart.
Every time I close my eyes that’s the only one I could think of.

I cried God… for help!
I cannot take it anymore, I’m dying right there and then
I wanted to quit, I wanted to give up.
I wanted to close my eyes for the last time I have
I know God will always be there…

~denigmaz~

Tags: love, pain